returning to the ugly side

nothing make promise,

that's really true indeed,

when things went well,

even the ugly piece of shit can be treated as the diamond from the sky.

but, on the other side,

when things went wrong,

here it comes the true color & faces.

letting the emotions taking control over our thoughts,

which that leads to another disaster.

does all these really what we wanted to be?

most of the time,

i believe is just we, yourself that too afraid,

afraid to lose,

afraid to be the 1 that be step from behind.

chicken out from the game?

i don't think so,

that's our ugly nature.

shame, lie, ego, pride,

the true humanity arise,

i should say, we human, do we really meant to be such?

it's ugly,

it's disturbing,

blame who?

nobody but yourself.

you should have learn,

no free lunch in this planet earth,

you choose to accept it sugary coated spike,

and should have already prepared to get stung 1 day.