stuffed

buried all the secrets under my skin,

hiding every thoughts behind my mind,

closing all the door for it to spill,

for it might hurt more than ever.

ain't going to pull back,

nor trying to escape the truth,

aren't i said, i will sacrifice a bit of mine,

at least i could create a greater happiness?

this ain't an run away.

i just holding a smile too long ago,

if there is something bad,

i wish it can be gone before i know,

i cannot hate it,

i cannot take it alone,

then, i just walk.

not everything deliver right on my face,

i search, i seek, i look for every opportunities,

it usually return me something when,

i fall, i hit ,i break my heart & my faith,

it usually took the depth of my hope to stood up.

when i felt my love have punished,

when i felt too ashamed to reveal,

i never claimed to earn a spit of pityness,

everything ripped me apart before i could fight again.

i refuse to fight,

remain silence in return with peace of mind,

i cherish the way how it should be,

for the greater joy i could bring.